I don’t think i really knew what ‘happy’ was till this year. Through the good times and the bad, i have grown more than i ever have these last 18 months in Boston. For once i have done things that make ME happy and I finally feel like I’m at a constant- not only with myself, but with everything and everyone around me. I have an amazing place that i finally feel home at. It may sound weird, but i don’t think i have ever really felt home. Living in 30 different houses in 22 short years doesn’t really allow someone to get comfortable. My whole life i guess you could say I’ve been living out of a suitcase. House to house, city to city… but now, I’m somewhere i want to stay. I am home. I have a great job, even better friends and I have the best girl i could ever ask for. Not just that, but the best relationship i could ever ask for. Never in my life have i felt so perfect with someone. Never have i been able to laugh, cry, scream, talk, smile, and love (and sometimes all in the course of a minute) like i do with Gina. Never in my life has one person made me feel so needed, so important, so loved. February 12th marks our 1 year.. hopefully just 1 of many many more to come.
'Fall in love. Listen to your heart. Be passionate and fearless. Run away together. Believe in love at first sight. Hold Hands. Laugh nevously. Stay in bed all day. Learn from eachother. Write love letters. Be thoughtful and generous. Grow old together. Be spontaneous and impulsive. Kiss each other goodnight. Remember why you fell in love.. ' Gina is my happily ever after.
im so curious to how your house is? like do you have a designated area that you rent out and have other people living there? not necessarily roomates, but people that you may or may not see regularly that have a floor? ive heard so many people that have been i situations like that say that they absolutely hated it, but you seem so happy, so i figured i would ask.
its a 4 floor (including a finished basement). its just me and one other girl living here. the owner of the house is moving to puerto rico, thus why she rented it out to us. she currently has the top floor.. but now that she is leaving i asked her if i could have it and she said YES! (she comes back to visit so she is keeping a room here).